
Advent
Reflection
December
12, 2004: THIRD SUNDAY OF ADVENT
GENTLE US
OPEN
Lord of Life and Light,
Help us not to fall in love
With the darkness that separates
us
From you and from each
other,
But to watch large-eyed, wide-hearted,
Open-handed, eager-minded for you,
To dream and hunger
and squint and pray
For the light of you
and life for each other.
Lord,
amidst our white-knuckled,
Furrow-faced
busy-ness in this season,
We
realize deep within us that your gifts
Of
mercy and light, peace and joy, grace upon grace
Can
be received only if we are unclenched open.
So this
is our prayer, Lord: Open us!
Gentle
us open, pry, shock, tickle, beguile, knock,
Amaze,
squeeze, any wily way you can us open.
Open us
to see your glory
In
the coming again of the light of each day,
The
lights in babies’ eyes and lovers’ smiles,
The
light in the glaze of weariness that causes us to pause,
The
light of truth wherever spoken and done.
Open us
to songs of angels in the thumping of traffic,
In
the rustle of shoppers, the canopy of pre-dawn silence,
In
the hum of hope, the wail of longing within us,
In
the cries of our brothers and sisters for justice and peace,
And
in our own souls’ throb toward goodness.
Open us,
then, to share the gifts you have given us
And
to the deep yearning to share them gladly and boldly,
To
sweat for justice, to pay the cost of attention,
To
initiate the exchange of forgiveness,
To
risk a new beginning free of past grievances,
To
engage with each other in the potluck of joy
And
to find the gifts of a larger love and deeper peace.
Open us,
Lord of miracles of the ordinary,
To
the breath-giving, heart-pounding wonder of birth,
A
mother’s fierce love, a father’s tender fidelities,
A
baby’s barricade-dissolving burble and squeak,
That
we may be born anew ourselves
Into
the “don’t be afraid” fullness of your image,
The
fullness of a just and joyful human community,
The
fullness of your kingdom,
In
the fullness of your time;
Through
the eternal grace of
Your
son, our brother Jesus.
Amen.
Excerpt
from My Heart in My Mouth: Prayers For Our Lives by Ted Loder.
Copyright © 2000 by Ted Loder. Reprinted by permission of Innisfree Press.